My Light

You were my ray of light when everything around me was pitch black,
You encroached my darkness with your light as bright as the sun.
You gave me a ray of hope to survive in the brightness when all I wanted was,
To be covered with darkness,
You were all that I wanted and needed

You came to me like a lightning star,
Made my pitch dark life a place of gay and joy,
You made me think that you'd be there with me throughout.

But as life always did, it knocked my hope and threw it away so far that it was impossible to find it back
Your sudden absence made my life turn out into darkness again,
But this time more darker and more blacker than ever
You gave me no proper reason

All you did was to throw my life back into darkness
You took all your light with you, leaving me all alone.
Alone to my dark and depressing thoughts.
You left me all alone.

You hurt me, you killed my heart and broke it.
Broke it into innumerable pieces which wouldn't be found even with infinite trials

But there is something that you've left me behind with,
The sweet yet painful memories,
Which traumatise me every time I think of them

I miss you with all my heart and soul,
Though I know it's worthless

But my love, I miss you