Lost

I've always wondered if people could be invisible
Maybe yes, maybe no.
An omnipresent question occupying a miniscule part of me
Invisible? But how?
I never really understood.

But now, maybe I understand.
After meeting you, after parting with you
Maybe I now know what invisible means
In a crowded room, feeling all alone
People say, I used to gape at them
Oh how much they might have misunderstood me
I can't blame them, can I?
I didn't have my teacher teach me then

But now I know
How empty things feel when a part of you is missing
I still feel your palpable heartbeat
Every time I scroll through my gallery
The carefree laugh, the carefree love
Maybe that wasn't meant to be
Or maybe it was
I do not know anything anymore

I'm left in all but your memories
Your love, your tiny acts of heed
Our tiny attempt at infinity
Now that you've gone on your heavenly abode
With no strings attached
I'm helpless, just like a flightless bird left to fly
I'm incapable of anything but sitting and being lost

Neither do I know when am I going to heal
Nor in how much time
But until then, my love remain fresh in me
Cause one day, no matter what I will reach you

You'll always be my love, my lost love
A part of my lost soul
You'll always have you in me
All of me


This one is for a person, who is very dear to me and is curing herself from the death of her beloved.